
I finally got the urge for using colors again. We have been busy moving, and I haven´t drawn much at all for almost two weeks. It´s like I can´t find peace enough to concentrate, the chaos around me spreads into my head and I can´t sit down and draw while everything around me is upside down.
I read something a while ago, about a psychology student who discovered that she couldn´t study if the dishes were not made, or if her apartment was too messy. As soon as she tidied things up a bit, she could go ahead and concentrate on her studies for hours. She thought this was a bit funny, and decided to see if others had the same behavior. She interviewed a bunch of people on the subject, and it turned out that most people work like that - before they start concentrating on something important, they have to clean their house or reorganize their handbags or polish their shoes or something. I am like that too, so I read this article with great interest. When she dug a little deeper, some psychologist had a theory on why we do this: as we go around and physically clean things up around us, our brain does the same with our thoughts and impressions. Once all is in order, we can - both physically and psychologically - start off on our great project, whatever it is. The mind is at ease and we can concentrate.
To me, this makes perfect sense. During the last few weeks our home has been clogged with cardboard boxes, and nothing was in it´s right place. Or rather, nothing even had a right place. It takes time to find the order of things in a new apartment, to get into new routines, to start feeling at home. During this time, I have not touched my watercolors even once, and I have drawn only one sorry ink drawing. Now that things are getting back to normal again, I feel the urge to draw and put some colors down on paper. And I swear - I can feel a fresh breeze sweeping over shiny new rooms in my mind. My brain has been doing it´s job while I have been putting things in order here, concentration on drawing comes easy and it is very welcome.
.....The pink orchid survived the move this time. The last time, it dropped all the flowers and played dead for months...
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